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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Saturday, March 10, 2007 12:13 AM
YESTERDAY, 09/03 should be a meaningful day for JUSTIN.. he's going into army on the 13th. tt's fast right? though i only know him since this year, but he's a great guy larhs. He never stop to bring laughter to the whole group. though sometimes what he say HURTs people. not sure when will see him again. but hopefully soon bahs..

today got CG. is about the weight that is in my life. i felt that i want to break through in all areas of my life. i felt that i really want to ACCERLERATE this year.. but there is something holding me back. and that's YOU. i may treasure the past alot.. but i treasure NOW and the FUTURE more. if i had done anything wrong, please tell me. i admit that i gave up waiting. but is because i find that there's no point waiting too. i don't want to spoil your mood. i hope you are safe and sound. this weight. i'm not sure when can i lay it down. but today what Samantha said was true. when we sin, we just have to come to God sincerely, and He will forgive us.

it sets me thinking:

each time i told God that i want Him more, am i saying it out from my heart? or am i just acting in front of Him? We have all the attention we want from God, what for we do things to get His attention? is it not stupid? so from now onwards, i will think carefully of what i want, before i kneel down before Him and tell Him. Definately, i will ask for His forgiveness.

this few days going to spend alot of MONEY!! farewell dinner, 4e5-mustangs bbq, taxi fares., bla bla bla. but is okies. is not evertime! haha. oh ya.. i cut my hair damn short now! haha. even the side-burn also cut liao. cuz i have this thinking on mind. what for i waste 12BUCKS just to cut abit shorter and it will grow in one month time? i think the next time i'm going to cut my hair is like 3-4months time. wooHOO...

i cannot imagine myself going into SCHOOL in about one more month! can say long not long. short not short either. sigh.. got no mood into studying. =( going to play audition now.. cya guys! shall update more when free.. haha